i am teaching shikah, the wonderful world of KBS channel! hot korean dudes

taught tuition in the morning (slept at 2am the day before!) at my nenek’s house. then went back home to pick up abhie and go together with him for the transformers movie. met up with ehsan, my aunt and other cousins. liked the movie but totally hate the gender discrimination – the stereotypes of women being blondes, helpless and sexual objects. cringes! i will not tell more here, as not to spoil the plot.

was supposed to go for ms dinner. a little reluctant to because i am not very close to them and i cannot be at ease and say horrendously undiplomatic and weird stuff (think sexual stuff). and that i do not fancy seoul garden (went only once in my lifetime).

also i was worrying about my “missing” singtel modem thumbdrive… the little thing will cost me $300 if i lose it! so decided to go home and search for it. took a really long time. opened up all drawers and bags… even checked in the pillow cases! then tada! its under the far end of my queen sized bed (very heavy to move).

was late by then… and i kept on “terpelecuk” (tripped like 5 times) throughout the day… damn those crocs wedges! my ankle is a little sore… i am exhausted, so i decided to stay at home. anyway, felt really bad when liza told me they already paid for my meal – altho i do not really understand why they did (ah well, my fault also – firstly i said i was coming and secondly i told fiza that i was not coming and actually forgot that she, herself is not coming… so i forgot to reply to fatma… hmm i think because me and fiza started to chat about the commencement tickets and the rush here and there day today had been).

ah well, blow bubbles.

sometimes i wonder whether i am a too demanding girlfriend… and that whether i do not practise what i preach. i felt a tad terrible today. maybe am just exhausted. but all is fine, no worries

oh well, at least i am not psychotic… ok going to digress to another topic now…

i think when people break up they should have a total and clear cut break up. yes of course being “friends” is possible, but not easy - you need to be a totally liberated and foolhardy person who do not care about what others’ think to do that. emotional baggage is very troublesome… people need to learn to let go and not look back, at any regrets or what-ifs. being overly sentimental. being unsure of whether you still like the person you have broken up with, is really a tiring thing… a tug of war within the self perhaps?

talking about breaking up, i am agreeing with ben and kei… relationships are supposed to be easy and not become a burden for you. instead of using “breaking up” as a blackmail/excuse, just be more patient in solving your differences and problems… i suppose that is how couples grow stronger and more resilient…

i am so sad. ehsan, don’t leave me for your ranger course i do not want to be alone with smelly secondary school kids

anywayyyy me and ehsan were at cityhall… then coz i terpelecuk-ed so many times and he makes fun of me for being like that… yes i terpelecuk on flat ground, so shuddap! so i told him, let’s exchange shoes. so he wore my crocs wedges all the way to hmv… whilst i carried his shoes… i went barefooted. some people realized, stared and smiled! ah, my darling is so weird yet sooo lovable